So how is everyones new years resolutions going? Did you make any resolutions? I did. I want to loose at least 40 pounds (my brother got me Biggest Loser workout for wii for xmas), get focused on moving up at work, be a better mom (more focused on getting their homework done and going to bed on time), getting my own place again, and finding a good man.
Well so far, I did get a promotion. And a whooping .50/hour raise. But like who didn't see that happening? I'm a star in my own movie. There are only 2 people on the front desk who have issues with me. One, because he wanted the position (FYI, he is too much of a diva to deserve it), the other is just really retarded and rather than try and make friends and gain respect from his coworkers, he rolls people under the bus. Just so you know dudes, all you're doing it setting yourself up to get canned. The rest of us try to work as a team and look out for each other. When I was promoted, I did tell the owner that I'd like to be the trainer, which is definately possible, I just have to perfect all the scripts. And no, not the ones I have in my purse, ;) SO enough about work.
I have been trying to eat better. But with my work schedule, I haven't been able to fit it in. I'll work for 8 hours and not eat one thing. And at home, especially with only 1 TV which there is always someone watching something. At least at work I try to eat fruit, slimfast, and smartones or healthy choice meals (I do not eat anything else). Work in progress. I am positive that as soon as it starts to get warmer out, I will make time to take the dogs back out for walks. Hell I may even throw on the rocket roller skates.
On the mommy factor, When I work til 3 or 4 I am able to make sure to help them get their homework done, since they dont get home until330 anyways. However, when I work later- Sam is babysitting. And she is more focused on her twitter, formspring, facebook, and whatever the hell else she does on the internet. Rather than what she is getting paid for. I am paying her 75% of my hourly pay pretty much for nothing and then she still expects to go out with her friends on the weekends. All I ask, is to make sure homework is done within an hour of when they get home and that she keeps my room straightened (the kids feel that its a play room, so their toys and other crap get all over it), and if I work later than 4, to make dinner. Urgh, enough here. Onto the next.
Well, on getting a place of our own, thats gonna take a minute. With my crapass pay right now, it isnt gonna happen. I mean, hell- I get more in child support than I do working 40 hours a week. I need to get back to making at least $4000 a month to make it happen. I am tired of my old ass van too. The radio hasnt come on in over a week now, at least I have radio on my phone. I need a nused whip. But the house is more important since I dont have any real issues with the van. Its just really hard because I am going to have to stay here in this part of burke so the girls can stay in their schools.
On the man front (he-he, I said man-front). Well, I haven't really met anyone that I would like to go out with on a second date or a real date. I met this one guy, but still again-he's in his mid 20's. There's just certain things I look for in a man, and good sex is one of them. And unfortunately I don't think any of them would be good in bed. They all seem to be lacking in one part, the man front. My friends tell me to go out with the guys anyways just to go out. But I'd rather hang out with my friends then go out with a guy that I know it isnt going to go anywhere. Am I looking at this wrong? I am going to be changing my circle of friends as well. I am just really freaking tire of my one friends daughter. She is just so fucking annoying. When I'm at their house she'll walk in and say, OMG what is Gina doing here? And then 5 minutes later come over and give me a hug. WTF!! Her boyfriend is kinda cute though. So not my type. But still fun to hang out with. You still with me or did you get bored already? Oh hell, lets talk about the juicy stuff. So I met this one guy over the internet (hey-don't judge, everyone is doing it). We met up, he was even cuter in real life. We had a great time playing pool. We ended up having some serious mouth to mouth action. If it wasn't a school night, that night may have ended up differently. Not sure about the man-front on that guy. There is this other guy that I have known for almost 10 years. I was married almost the whole time, he was with someone for the past few years, however they just broke up. He asked me about going out, but I just dont think I can do it. Yeah we get along great. He was my pretend husband when the real husband was overseas. But there are 2 big factors. One, I really like his girlfriend. She was really really cool. And I know how it feels when you and your man break up and he goes right to someone you know, or someone that you thought was a friends at one time. It hurts, it hurts real fucking bad. And I don't think its something that you ever get over. And the second thing, he's chocolate. I just don't go for the non white guys ( a latino slips in there every 15 years or so, even though I know they all got the same "issue"). Wow, I have been at this for 2 hours now (for 1 I was watching Jersey Shore too). Speaking of Jersey Shore, I gotta go get my tan on, so I'm signing off for now.
TTFN
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