Weight Loss Challenge Part 2

Well, I am well into the weight loss challenges. I am having mixed feelings. I am working out 5 days a week at the gym (20 minutes total on the elliptical and 30 minute circuit) and a couple of times at home. I was taking Slimquick, gained 8 pounds the first week. Yes, gained-not lost. so then I switched to Jillian Michaels Jumpstart Kit. I have only lost 3 pounds in a week. Oh don't give me that "oh thats a great start" BS, I should have lost at least 10 pounds the first week on them. I have alot of body fat, especially in my booty and baby holder.

So I went out and bought a real scale today. When I had done biggest loser on wii today, it said I had dropped 11 pounds. I knew that was too good to be true because my clothes still feel the same (tight). Yup, the new scale said a loss of 3.5 pounds. yucky-shit-poo-damnit

However, that is not going to make my motivation stop to do this! I will be 40 VERY, VERY soon. And I want to look as good at 40 as I did at 30. (however 20 would be even better)

I tried the whole no carbs thing, nope that didn't work. (damn sushi and wine!) I don't have a fridge at work so it's very dangerous to take my cooked "proteins" to work. I am there for 14.5 hours so I need to have food that lasts all day. Which usually consists of 2 weightloss shakes, 4 fruits, and 1 smart ones frozen meal.

These late night munchies are killing me though! And no, I don't mean from smokin weed. I wish it was from that, but no. I have to take this one med to keep me from killin' fools. And thats a bad side effect. I am beginning to think I would rather be crazy and skinny that fat and sane.

I guess I just need to stock up on eggs, bacon, and steak and go back to adkins. I lost 75 pounds in under 6 months that time. (but when it came back, it came back with a vengence)

Just to scare me skinny I am posting one of my "before" pictures.

So I have started drinking cuke water again, I love that stuff. So tonights dinner is tacos for the family. That means taco meat, lettuce, cheese, and sour cream for me.

See ya in a couple of days........

Signed,
Fatty