I have been doing horrible at going to the gym. There was this guy, Jay working there and it was always a joy to chat with him before and after my late night workouts. However, he got a better job and moved on. Not even the tanning has me motivated to go. But I was thinking, I am going to be forty in less than a month. I am not going into my forties weighing over 200 pounds. Yes, I do!!! And I am so ashamed to say it. If I could even loose 15 pounds over the next month, I guess that's a good start.
Why am I like this? Its not like I'm not trained. I worked for LA Weight Loss for a few years, I look frigging awesome then! (when I wasn't pregnant) after that I became a certified personal trainer. Why can I not use that knowledge now? I am such a fat lazy ass! Hold on, let me weight myself.... BRB.. Ok, here's what my scale had to say "get off me fat ass!!", nah JK. So I weigh 205.6lbs and I'm almost 1/2 fat, NO SHIT!!! 44.3% fat. That's bullshit.
I started Insanity today. I did the fit test. I am so far from fit its ridiculous. But here are my scores:
1. switch kicks:25
2. power jacks: 25
3. power knees: 50
4. power jumps: 10
5. globe jumps: 4
6. suicide jumps: 4
7. push-up jacks:1 (no that is not a typo)
8. low plank obliques: 15
Boy do I have a rough road ahead of me. When I was cooling down at the end of the workout, I had put my head down during a stretch. Wow the sweat just poured onto my face from my body, like gross!!
I also started on Alli. WOW, that stuff is some shit! If you eat any fat, woooooooaaaaaahhhhh, not a good time. I went from weekly BM to multiple times a day. I still have not got ahold of my late night eating. I hate my medication!
I plan to update this "weight loss entries" blog every 7 days. I truly hope it gets better and better. With my wacked out schedule I don't know if I can complete this workout 6 days a week. But I am going to try.
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